Change of moments........

One of the hardest thing in life is to deal with life's changes and the way you feel, knowing it will hurt the ones who loves you yet you can't correct your inner most feelings from where flows the love, the joy, the sorrow, the passion. The passion and weakness of the heart that generates love and likeness for others.

We dream about a perfect life, some gain it very easily, some don't. What is it that controls our emotions and the way we feel? Is it us ourselves or is it a fate that lies beyond our reach....smiling at our adolescent tries and wishes to make life go the way we want to. Or is it god and his ways with our life?

Time flows away in its unrestrained motion, twisting turning human lives. Pity on those who had dreamed of a perfect life....just to see it going away...with nothing to do but wish...it would come back and everything would go back to normal. What marks our moments? It is that one single instant when everything goes blue and we rise from the shadows of our own despair and weirdness to realize here I am again....not a step forward.....not a step back.

Those who hate without understanding what it is that made the moment go away, will never find the answers which the lost ones are searching; right beneath their hatred. Living a life full of guilt...but still no where near the answers, no where near the cause.

Strange how Love turns into hate with little little droplets of annoyance and anger. Maybe he will find the answers one day, but might that be too late...might that day be there when what he wanted the most had come to him and the change in moments had drifted him miles apart.